A rope around my neck

Day and night i seek for a moment
Night and day I wait for the chance
A little glimmer of hope, a small shade in the sun
Where I rest myself and be undone

I am a victim of ills of my fate
A preacher of pain and disgrace
What made me feel belonged here?
It was a destiny i did not create

No one to call my own
Everyone has a person to whom they belong
I am the one who gives them the smile,
Underneath I know I have been left behind

Would life be easy if I cut it short?
So loneliness never chases me down
May be this way she will miss my presence
and I will finally exist in the non-existence