Wrong side of right

Its not hard to read the signs

The fewer words and lesser smiles

Distance more and bitter lies 

All to end the good times

I am not the sweet & charming kinds

Or to manipulate and play with your mind

I guess I choose to be blind

and leave everything behind

My words disgust you

My presence repulses you

Others rejoice you

and I have no chance to break through

I will move out of your sight

But don't forget me overnight 

I tried not to loose you and fought a hard fight

Only to find myself on the wrong side of being right

A rope around my neck

Day and night i seek for a moment
Night and day I wait for the chance
A little glimmer of hope, a small shade in the sun
Where I rest myself and be undone

I am a victim of ills of my fate
A preacher of pain and disgrace
What made me feel belonged here?
It was a destiny i did not create

No one to call my own
Everyone has a person to whom they belong
I am the one who gives them the smile,
Underneath I know I have been left behind

Would life be easy if I cut it short?
So loneliness never chases me down
May be this way she will miss my presence
and I will finally exist in the non-existence

Somethings unsaid

Something is missing
few words are unsaid
not all is right
between you and me tonight

You seem to be scared
for reasons you don't describe
not all is right
between you and me tonight

You put a tough face

and weak theories you make

something is not right
between you and me tonight

It's a complicated game
which i am ready to play
and all will be right
only if you let me stay tonight

Part time lover

This time of the year when i leave my heart to wander
To a beauty who never surrenders
Soon it will be a month to remember
Guess I am a part time lover

A sweet romance from June to September
Heart & soul and a love so tender
and I know all this will soon be over
Guess I am a part time lover

Everyday I get so much closer
To a person who is no less than a stranger
Dreams shall not last any longer
Guess I am a part time lover

Things will now get a little sour & bitter
and I know we wont see each other
But I continue to be a hopeless dreamer
Oh! I am a part time lover

Let it rain tonight

Let it rain tonight,
And have no mercy for what stands in its way

Let it rain tonight,
and sweep away all that is here to stay

As I have been standing for too long. Rooted to the ground

Let the ground break open tonight
To clear things I don't need

Let the ground break open tonight
and let me stay alone here for a while

As I embrace this state of isolation. A sweet taste of desolation 

Let me eat this feeling inside me
and hope to break away from you

Let me be the person who you hate
and hope you wont be with me ever again

Let it rain tonight
and leave me destroyed

Oh let it rain tonight.

Yearn & Despair

In these empty fields, the corners of my heart

The demon silently plays his deadly part

I know I can´t change, the things that he has done

The problems that he made, before you were gone

In these empty streets, the way to a whole new start

The angel sadly weeps, her wings left torn apart

I know you can’t change, for me to be the one

That is what I realise, now that you are gone

The warmth of where you laid, now feels so cold

The youth of our memories now feels so old

The places you have been now reek of desolation, and I 

Know I should’ve but I didn’t resist the temptation

In these empty thoughts, the flow of alteration

The human slowly drowns, no hope of salvation.

I know you can’t change your life to fit in mine

But I’m willing to wait as long as I’m given time.

The warmth of where you laid, now feels so cold

The youth of our memories now feels so old

The places you have been now reek of desolation, and I 

Know I should’ve but I didn’t resist the temptation

It feels empty from within

Cause everything has ripped away

Everything that was dear to me now doesn’t exist 

I know I should have but I didn’t resist

The attraction of your smile

Makes me think of you for a while

Every little thing that you do

makes me fall in love with you

The warmth of where you laid, now feels so cold

The youth of our memories now feels so old 

And I know that you are watching from above

But still you are the only one that I love